Krisan's Journal
Krisan Christensen, is a 17 year old from the Bay Area in California and traveled with us to Belize. While there, Krisan posted her impressions of Belize and the manatee research project.
Friday, August 29, 2002
Today
was a day that was new to all of us as volunteers. It was our main day of
training, a day that started with us out on the water around 9:30 AM and
didnt bring us back to camp until dusk. Though our morning started
off early, (we were really up since 6:00 AM) it surely started off to a
great start as we were only on the water for one minute when we spotted
our first manatee. This definitely started us off to a good day for we actually
saw approximately 12 manatees while out on the boat.
Though we saw many of these gentle creatures it was great to see how excited
everybody got each time. Every time a manatee was spotted every person on
the boat quickly got up to try and spot the mammal but it was really great
to watch how suddenly this excitement changed to absolute silence, for we
feared that this gentle creature would be frightened away. This was a silence
though that was so amazing because Im sure that if you listened hard
enough you could actually hear the racing hearts of the members on the boat
who waited in anticipation for another peek at this beautiful mammal.
As our eyes peered out at the water we continued to wait in silence until
the manatee had to come up for a breath of air and
just as it did this we could catch a glimpse of its snout and actually hear
it take in a deep breath before it rolled back under the water. Many times
throughout the day I observed, and was truly amazed at, how quickly a great
burst of energy could quickly transform into a new form of energyone
which waits in silence not really knowing what it is waiting for. These
moments came and went frequently throughout our daya day that was
recorded very closely.
I was truly amazed at how much is recorded when out in the field. We recorded
every time the boat stopped, every time we anchored, every time we saw a
manatee, or any other sort of creature (at one point we stopped to observe
a bottlenose dolphin). We even recorded when something flew off the boat
and we had to retrieve it. I never realized how much information would be
taken daily and how organized it all had to be, all through all the excitement
of a sighting. The day carried on like such, much of it was spent just sitting
in silence waiting and watching. This silence however was so strong that
you could really feel the anticipation in each observers eyes, just
waiting and eager to see another manatee.
Today was a day unlike any other I have experienced. I learned so much about
how particular a researcher is and how organized everything must be. I now
wait in anticipation for another day of excitement and silence and more
amazing creatures.
Saturday, August 31, 2002
As
I first slipped my uneasy feet into my fins and pulled the snorkel mask
over my face I took a deep, apprehensive breath into the long tube that
would soon be my only source of oxygen. I never have been very comfortable
in the ocean, whether it be snorkeling or just swimming around. I am always
found kicking my feet for fear of fish nibbling on my toes. For our first
time snorkeling while taking sea grass sampling I was extremely nervous
and could not find a way to get calm. I tried to comfort myself but unfortunately
I got too nervous and decided that it would be better to just get back in
the boat. I knew I would have many chances to try it another time.
My next chance actually came the following day when we were given an hour
to have a free snorkel over by the barrier reef. I knew that I had to give
it another shot and try and overcome my fear of snorkeling. Again I put
on all of my gear and took a nervous look into the water. This time as I
peered into the water I could actually see straight to the bottom and the
calm water helped calm my nerves.
I slowly fell back into the water and as the water splashed around me its
warmth seeped into my
skin and instantly calmed me. I dont know whether it was the smooth
waters or the beautiful landscape around me that helped me relax but I was
ready to adventure closer towards the reef to observe all the fish living
there. Shelly (my partner, which every time you go snorkeling you must have
a partner) and I started to venture away from the boat towards the reef.
After only a few smooth kicks, Shelly spotted the skeleton of a piece of
dead coral resting on the ocean floor. Taking a deep breath she dove down
to retrieve it so that we could take a better look at it. This is only something
that you can do if the corals skeleton is exposed, for if you touch
the actual coral it kills it.
This
piece of coral was already dead. It had been ripped off the reef by a fishing
line and weight. Upon Shellys return after the deep dive I was able
to get a close look at the skeleton which was a light shade of purple with
veins that stretch all along the large leaves. It was so neat to see what
the dead skeleton looked like and then as we swam closer to the reef we
were able to see what they looked like when alive. It was so amazing to
watch all of the fish going about their daily lives. It felt like I was
watching TV and observing different families going about their daily lives.
There were fishes of all shapes and sizes; ones with a mesmerizing deep
blue color, others that were so thin that if you looked at them straight
on itd look like a piece of paper. I even saw quite a few barracudas.
They are such strange looking fish and the line at their mouth makes them
look as if they are frowning.
As I was out there snorkeling I became so engrossed in the lives of the
fish that I completely forgot about being nervous about snorkeling. As I
was gliding through the water I felt more at ease, the only thing that really
went through my head was how lonely it feels in the water. It is almost
overwhelming how small and alone you feel when in the ocean, because it
is so large and powerful, even with thousands of fish around you and your
partner right by you, you feel very isolated. My second shot at snorkeling
on this trip was much more successful than the first and I was very pleased
to find in myself the ability to overcome my fear, you always have to give
yourself another chance, like they say if at first you dont
succeed, try try again.
Tuesday, September 2, 2002
We all sat in utter silence, waiting in anticipation for the manatee to
surface again for air; our eyes searched the surface of the water watching
for any sign of life. Like the many times before when we sat in silence,
it was the type of silence that lingers deep down in your bones. Katie was
perched like an eagle on the bow of the boat, but as we all sat silently
waiting for the manatee , we also sat waiting for our food from lunch to
digest.
As
the manatee had still not surfaced and we continued to wait, we kept hearing
a rumble kind of noise that would come and go in spurts. This noise was
unfamiliar to us. Finally we were able to recognize it as Katies stomachdigesting
her food. As we listened to the noise of her stomach, Michael kept joking
around and saying that it was the manatee that was angry.
Im sure this sounds kind of lame, especially since all of Michaels
jokes are lame, but for some very odd reason I found his jokes to be absolutely
hilarious. It must have been the sun, but as her stomach kept growling and
as Michael kept joking, for some reason I could not stop laughing. I probably
laughed for 15 minutes straight. It was one of those laughs that just make
your whole body ache. My stomach hurt and my ears hurt even more from smiling
so much.
The bad part about my laugh attack, besides the pain and the embarrassment
from laughing at such a lame joke, was that because we were waiting and
watching for the manatee to surface, I had to try and stay as quiet as possible.
This was a very difficult task and the harder I laughed the harder it was
to stay quiet. It felt like one of those times when you laugh in class and
you have to try and hide. Dont you just hate it when that happens
and the teacher asks you to tell the class what is so funny? It was that
bad on the boat but fortunately I was able to eventually calm down and the
manatee did surface again. I didnt scare it off after all and thankfully,
the manatee wasnt subject to Michaels extremely terrible jokes.
Watching manatees reminds me very much of the ride Jungle Cruise
at Disneyland. Most of the time all that we really see of the
manatee is its nose barely poking up above the water to get a breath of
air. Many of the times that we have observed these gentle creatures they
seem to be resting, and when they do that, they just kind of bob up and
down occasionally to breath. This reminds me of the Jungle Cruise
because as its nose reaches the surface it lets out a loud noisethe
noise of it inhaling or exhalingso it sounds much like the mechanical
hippopotami at Disneyland. I have yet to believe that these manatees even
have a body because all that we seem to see is just their nose. Sometimes
they do a rolling dive and you see part of their back and then their paddle
sticks out of the water for us to get a quick glance at it. This is truly
a beautiful sight, almost too beautiful so it doesnt even seem real.
Everything I have seen here in Belize is absolutely amazing and like nothing
I have ever experienced before.
Thursday, September 5, 2002
The sun came blaring down on my back as I stepped off the
bus to at the entrance of the Belize Zoo. After a rather exciting and new
experience on the bus we were finally at the zoo. As we walked throughout
the park, looking at all the different animals, I could feel the heat rising
off the dirt paths, heating our bodies.
Though
it was uncomfortably hot, the whole experience was very refreshing. The
Belize Zoo is not like any zoo I have ever been to, primarily because the
animals are so unique. What was so refreshing was that none of the animals
there were bought for the purpose of human entertainment; all them are primarily
there because they were injured and they are being cared for.
My favorite of all the animals I saw were the two jaguars. What was so interesting
about them was that one was all black and the other was spotted. Though
their colorings were very different they were still the same species. Susan
explained to me that it was basically a matter of the difference in hair
color between two people, and the black jaguar actually does have spots
underneath his dark hair. When I first came upon these two gorgeous creatures
were both resting under the shade of a tree. However, after some time, they
did wake up. As the black jaguar opened his sleepy eyes he stared right
at me. I could have sat and watched these two felines all day long. They
look so powerful, but at the same time you just want to cuddle up with them
like a teddy bear. However that would not be a good idea at all.
Though it was difficult to part myself from the jaguars I did wander around
the rest of the zoo and found many more beautiful
creatures. The monkeys were awfully cute as they swung through the trees.
I also spotted many beautiful birds both high in the trees and down in the
water. There was one bird that had a wingspan that was actually bigger then
me.
Every single animal at the Belize Zoo had its own special story and each
and every one of them was interesting to see. Many of the animals in the
zoo we had never seen before, but what truly amazed me the most was that
it felt like we were actually just wandering around in the wild, coming
upon these beautiful creatures. It barely felt like the animals were caged
because each separate habitat blended in with the rest. This truly was their
habitat as all of the animals in the Belize Zoo are native to Belize. None
of them were removed from their natural home and put into a fake one. The
Belize Zoo was an experience all in its own, and even as the heat blared
down on my shoulders, I was refreshed with how natural the zoo felt, and
how unique each creature was.
Saturday, September 7, 2002
I stared down where the wall dropped into the deep, deep oceanjust
waiting to see the Loch Ness monster or some strange creature emerge from
it. I didnt see any such creature for it doesnt really exist,
but I did see many different types of fish and coral.
The Blue Hole and the Aquarium, the two places we snorkeled at, were absolutely
amazing and so full of life. The waters were deep and clear and there was
so much to see. I have found that the clearer the water is, the more comfortable
I feel when snorkeling. I have gotten to a point where I can even dive down
to get a closer look at things below.
It was so beautiful snorkeling out at the Blue Hole. What amazed me the
most was that there were so many different species of coral so close to
the surface way out in the middle of the vast ocean. Again, I felt so small,
especially since there was no land anywhere in sight on the horizon. The
waters were deep and abundant with fish. It was gorgeous.
At one point, I was completely surrounded by two different schools of fish.
Never before had I ever been so close to fish. They were actually within
my grasp. Every single thing that I saw out at the Blue Hole and the aquarium
just blew my mind. It is amazing how much life there is in the ocean, and
how many possibilities there are for life that has not even been discovered
in the deepest parts of the waters.
Monday, September 9, 2002
As I watch the sun shine its last few rays of light on this day I realize
that it is not only ending the day but also ending my time here in Belize.
The sun is setting on all that I have done and experienced. This sun that
I have watched rise and set for three weeks now has shone so much light
on my life and it has really opened up my eyes.
Before
I started the expedition, I traveled around Belize for eight days and
was able to see and experience things not possible in the United States.
I have become aware of how much is out there beyond the States, and I
cant wait to go out and explore it all some day. I was most amazed
at how simple peoples lives are here in Belize. Upon seeing this,
I suddenly became so aware of all the stuff I have and how
unnecessary it all is.
Through my travels in Belize I saw sights that just blew my mindbeautiful
sights that will be engraved in my memory forever.
After amazing travels throughout the country, I started this expedition,
which was another new experience all in itself. In the past two weeks
I have lived with very interesting adults that have truly opened up my
eyes even more. They have all taught me that there is still so much more
for me to learn, and even more places to go. I have loved listening to
all of the different stories that everyone has to share. I hope that one
day I will have half the knowledge and half the stories that they have.
This expedition hopefully is just the start of my search for stories.
It is a story however, that has been very entertaining, in which I have
grown a new appreciation for scientists and their work, and an even greater
appreciation for all of the life around me. I have learned and accomplished
so much. I have overcome my fear of snorkeling, I have learned to think
and observe about life around me as a scientist, and most importantly,
I have developed a better understanding of how precious this world is
that I live in.
This has truly been the experience of a lifetime and one that I will never
forget. As the last bit of light shines through the clouds, I realize
that even though that ray of light is so small, it still makes a huge
difference on the world. With that light, the sky above and the waters
below are still shining with color and the beauty still remains. Even
though I am but one person I can make a difference in this world. This
is what I have come to realize during my time spent here. There is still
so much that I can do that can make a difference, No matter how small
the task, the impact can be enormous.